Jan
2010

The Book

I thought I never open that book again
To write it with something that break the rules
The first I feel I don’t supposed to open that book again
Then it’s getting more challenging
But sometimes I still feel that the book doesn’t need my character anymore
Do I have to close the book ?

Nov
2009

November Rain

judul lagu yang cocok dengan bulan ini

musim hujan sudah mulai di bulan ini….

rejeki juga lumayan di bulan ini…

ada hujan lokal dikit di diri gw….

tapi gak boleh lama2 kayak gini

harus terus maju dan berpikir positif

selalu percaya bahwa

Tuhan menjadikan segala sesuatu indah pada waktunya ^-^

Nov
2009

Sepertiga

Sepertiga jiwaku melayang
Entah kemana perginya
Semudah membalikkan tangan
Apa yang pernah terucap
Ditarik kembali

Sepertiga hatiku kosong
Memaksakan diri untuk menerima keadaan
Walau batin merontak
Namun apa daya

Sudah kuduga sebelumnya
Janji yang terucap

Akan dengan mudah diingkari untuk kedua kalinya

Sep
2009

Just say it …

Terkadang kita mengira bahwa cukup dengan isyarat, orang lain akan mengerti apa yang kita inginkan

Terkadang kita mengira bahwa cukup dengan sikap kita maka orang lain akan mengerti apa yang kita harapkan

Namun seringkali isyarat dan sikap tidak membuat orang lain mengerti apa yang kita inginkan dan harapkan

Mereka menunggu perkataan walaupun hanya beberapa kata namun hal itu sangat berarti daripada sekedar isyarat atau sikap

Apr
2009

Time To Say Goodbye

I know that I shoudn’t be sad
But I can’t say that I’m not hurt
Because I don’t know
What I’ve done to you

I had known that my choice is wrong
But I already made decision
Try to stick on you
Be the one that always adore you

I can’t say anything anymore
Try to figure out
Thinking about my sin to you
But still I don’t know

Is it time to say goodbye ?

Dec
2008

How much is no matter

How much I love you

How much I need you

How much I miss you

How much I want you

How much I care for you

How much I cry for you

It doesn’t matter… because I can’t have you

Nov
2008

The Miracle

Sometimes you love somebody
But you can’t have him
Because many obstacles
That you can’t pass it

Sometimes you need somebody
So badly that can make you
Cries every single night
Hope that he can be with you

Sometimes you just feel lonely
Need someone by yourside
That he hug and tell you
He will never leave you

The only thing
That you should do
Is just hope and pray
And one day you will
Get THE MIRACLE

Nov
2008

Don’t you realize ?

From the first time
I realize that I can’t be with you
That’s why I just feel fun
Being involved in this relationship

But now I’m tired
Because you give me hope and sorry for it
Don’t you realize ?
That you play with my heart

(Kalibata, 15.11.08, 7.32 am)